Category: My daily search for myself
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Where did I go, who do I want to be ?
I am really trying to figure out what direction I want to go . I always loved reading and writing , drawing and all kinds of arts and crafts. As a child I drew for hours and hours ,and I wrote short stories, and lots of poetry as I got older. However, I find ,…
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Time to be me, why I started this blog in the first place
I have been looking back at past blog posts, and it is really eye opening for me. Unlike many people, I have documented the many times I have started and stopped diets, giving up caffeine, trying to figure out what I want and so on. I have really been working to figure out at 61…
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I have forgotten how to dream ….
This is a subject that has been on my mind for a very long time. I remember having so many dreams. I remember when I was young, I dreamed of my own apartment, a nice car, and a boyfriend. I have obviously done much better than that. I have a wonderful husband of almost forty…
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Finding yourself, or creating yourself
I watch a wonderful YouTube channel called Little Poet. She should have called it Little Artist. She is a true artist but not in the way that you would expect. She creates videos that are so beautiful in words and her photography. Every video I watch just gives me true joy. She does not know…
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Is a balanced life just a myth ?
A balanced life. It sounds wonderful. So adult, so professional. Very zen and productive. But is it real ? Can we really do all the things we want to do and balance them at the same time. When I hear the term balanced life, I think of balls being juggled in the air . Round…
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I am back and determined
I last posted on this blog three years ago. A lot has changed and a lot has stayed the same. I am still overweight, still seeking who and what I want to be, and still frustrated with where I am at this point. I am still very happily married to the same man, going on…
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Finding my dream …..
I have spent a good part of the last 20 years with beads. All kinds of beadwork. I loved it. Now I am not sure how I feel and it is a weird feeling. If I could have had the studio I have today, 20 years ago, the actual room, plus all the amazing and…
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A Moms decision
I just read a very interesting and thought-provoking article written by a woman who decided to give up her career to be a stay at home mom when her second child was born. She loved being with her kids but after almost 20 years of marriage her husband left and now she is struggling. Job…
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Getting motivated and getting a plan
We have some wonderful new neighbors at our new house and truely feel we won the neighbor lotto as everyone we have met on our street is just wonderful !! One family next to us is having some pretty exciting opportunities come thier way and it is so fun to watch thier dreams coming true .…
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Feeling a bit off today, a rambling post !!
I woke up today not feeling quite myself. Maybe some malaise of the emotional kind, or even a bit morose. I am not sure which. Just not myself. The last few weeks have been crazy busy and I knew today would be my day from the time I got up until about five thirty with…
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